I have been so remiss in blogging, and for that I am sorry. This has been the hardest, darkest season of my life. I have had such loss, it is overwhelming at times. I have resorted to following true crime on YouTube! It’s amazing the people I have met, should I do a channel, not now, I don’t have the energy to be so awesome as the people I follow. I will put out a list of YouTube channels I follow soon for you to click on and take a look. The back of my property looks like a jungle and so does my garden, with weeks and weeks of non stop rain, it’s overgrown. I will try to navigate this over the dry weekend to tame down my property. My Anatolian shepherd has dug big holes in the gardens, and flower beds to hide and watch the land. I can only go to sleep at night knowing things will get better. I have made a step forward, ordering an Rv that will arrive in August. Then my animals and I will have a refuge when we show our property. Anyone will snap my property up, it’s an awesome farm near the ferry to Seattle, high speed internet too. Prime place for anyone to live and work. It has taken time for me to accept I can not stay here, it’s too much for me to take care of. When I can get settled I will start writing again or do a podcast or YouTube show. Thank you for everyone that has supported and followed me, it very appreciated.