Tomorrow is 10 months since I found my husband gone. Memories flow through my mind and soul. The ending was not as I thought it to be. I’m on my own, I have been trying to distract myself. I’m selling my farm and moving on. There has been so much to do and try to cope with. I want to start a podcast and will soon. I have an Intel Horizon camper trailer on the way. When it arrives, I will load my fur kids inside and we will look for our future home. My horse will need a temporary caretaker. I have faced my greatest fears and survived. This glorious sad time has broken my heart, I’m finding comfort in my prayers, fur kids, family, and friends.