It’s been 13 months since I lost my husband. It’s been a hard year, but amazing what I have done. I have driven to Wyoming, to Eastern WA looking for a place for all of us. I am so sad but with losing my husband, I think I need to give up my horse, that I love so much, give up his 51 Chevy, sell some antiques, and move on. I don’t know if I can move so far away from everyone I know. All alone, I might be able to start writing again and playing my music.