I will be back soon, it will take some time after the loss I have had. My dogs, parrot, and horse are taking care of me. I have friends helping and wonderful neighbors, that are friends always checking on me. It’s just so hard, because of an accident 8 years ago in a school setting, I have major arthritis in my hips. So, maybe all of the veggies and fruit don’t get picked, I take care of my horse the best I can do. I cook for my dogs and parrot. My characters are ready and have stories to be told. I’m taking my two dogs, and parrot on an RV road trip in a month, that should be fun? I hope so.
The day I found my husband dead, was the worst experience of my life. My life is changing, my dreams were lost, destroyed, I have been in shock. I will have to leave my farm, and move on. I think I have found a wonderful place for my animals and myself though. It breaks my heart to leave my farm, I have grown to love this farm, and the upgrades my husband made. He loved it here and two of my dogs are buried in the back under a tree. My beloved Destiny is buried there, that I loved more than anything. This was to be my forever home, my dreams are lost, I have to pick up the pieces and try to move on. I pray every morning for Jesus to help me get out of bed. Then a week later I lost my step father, that I loved so much, he loved me too. I can’t sleep thinking of all of the things that were and could be.
My son goes back to Spain tomorrow. He has been a blessing for me during this horrible time. The worst is never saying goodbye and finding your husband not breathing. Unbelievable. God has been helping me through this, because without him I’m lost. May God bless all of you.
The world will know that one of the greatest chefs has died. The email has been sent to the top chefs and culinary world. His education, creativity, and imagination was amazing.
Jim Makinson will have a service on August 26th at Our Lady Star of the Sea, 500 Veneta Avenue, Bremerton, WA 98337 Rosary starts at 10:30, service at 11:00 AM and Lunch following. We ask for an RSVP for lunch. Thank you from Jim’s family Michele and James
The world will know that one of the greatest chefs has died. The email has been sent to the top chefs and culinary world.
Jim Makinson will have a service on August 26th at Our Lady Star of the Sea, 500 Veneta Avenue, Bremerton, WA 98337 Rosary starts at 10:30, service at 11:00 AM and Lunch following. We ask for an RSVP for lunch. Thank from Jim’s family Michele and James
I want to let you know that Sunday my husband died in his sleep. I’m in total shock and devastated. My son flew in from Spain to help me for a few weeks. I can not run this farm alone. I don’t know what I will do, so leave it in God’s hands. This was not my plan, not my story. I’m in disbelief, I had to cancel my sheep, cancel my life without him.
Good night and God bless….. Tomorrow will be another day, I ask God every morning to help me in my time awake to be a good person and do his will. I really need to get back to my music and writing, life has been so hard lately. From injuries years ago by students I am now having trouble walking, but I bought a walking stick and it is helping relief the pain, I’m going to different therapy to help too. I know surgery will be in imminent and I’m trying to avoid it, but I need to be able to ride a bike and my horse, to walk my dogs. It’s been devastating to not be able to do anything. We are living in historical times, I can’t wait to see what happens next, this is a world we never expected. I think once the light has conquered the darkness we will be a new world and a happy world. Please check out my son’s Twitch account, he is doing live cooking shows from Spain. Chefjamesmakinson on Twitch. Many blessings……….my prayers are for all of you and the whole world…..